Drugs

**DoT** · 12-29-2009

This here my good sirs, is a rant on Drugs and Drug Abuse, from a personal standpoint. Feel free to correct, add, decline, and express your opinion on this here topic.

No more will anyone, my family, my friends, my second family (N/U), or the reason I'm quitting have to deal with all the bullshit tied into the Drugs i messed around with. I know some of you are out there like aww man, it's not the drugs, you just can't handle it, but I don't believe you sirs and misses are correct. The drugs you are using at the time may give you that Fuck the World feeling, but how long is that gonna last? What about the long term effects:
I've been smoking since I was 12. I may not have gone as long as some of you, but i'm pretty sure I've done enough damage to my damn self to realize it's doing worse to others.

My family never hears from me. I come home from school (High) pull out my stash, blow down, sit around and chill all day. Anyone calls/texts me, I'm not in the mood to answer.

My friends don't talk to me anymore. The only friends I have are the drugheads that I fuck around with. My true boys and my true girls are outty.

I know I annoy the fuck out of ya'll. I used to get on the forums and hit them 1 word posts just because I had nothing to satisfy my high ass. When I'm in-game and high, I don't pay as much attention to what's going on outside of my area. I'm just not a good gamer when I'm high. If I'm able to pull through with my Resolution, this will be no more.

I do believe I lost my High School Sweet Heart due the drug abuse. She got tired of smellin weed and smoke in my breath, and got fed up with me takin a blunt over a date. She made a smart decision for both of us and ended that, she opened my eyes and freed herself. I never want to put another person through some shit like that again, and I never want to go through some shit like that again.

Let me end this rant by saying giving a quote from the wise words of Alec "Dot" Mohanlall:

"Fuck the Fuck The World feeling, the only world getting fucked is yours."

Quote that shit, spread that shit.

Good night my good sirs.

**SmurfSniper** · 12-30-2009

I am very happy for you dot. Very smart decision! After losing my brother to drugs I absolutely hate even hearing about them. :/

**NovoK** · 12-30-2009

I've never seen or heard of anyone getting so caught up in WEED. Addictive personalities i guess. Good luck with the resolution.

**<JohnnyBoy>** · 12-30-2009

Well this whats happen to people when they do drugs!!! So again kids don't do drugs and stay in school... but good luck on finding resolution dot, hope everything works out in the very end and peace come to you=]